6-11-11

Day started out ~ well really @ 3:34am ~ Maliki must have treed something as she went out with me to pee. Started barking right outside of my bedroom ~ & would stop for just a few minutes ~ then start up again. Just enough spacing of barking to make it imposable to return to sleep. So I got up finally got Maliki inside, so others could sleep. After breakfast at this ungodly hour ~ I curled up on the couch & slept till about 11.
Then off to mow the lower yard ~ things going well till I thought ~ this is Sat. & Arron might take those windows to ReUse. So tried calling Jim to no avail. Got Arron's # from Sara & made the connect ~ he & Jim were just loading the windows on to his truck. They brought them over!!!! Got the one unloaded in top of hill yard ~ went well. I had measured & there just was no other space for the second window. Showed Arron, Eren, & Arthur my Yurt home & they left. There had been this push by Nalnee to take the second window ~ true it was nice ~ but no real place to put it, even in the barn (not enough of an opening to even put the window in in the barn ~ big window!!! I thought great~ so went on back to mowing, after finishing ~ I took a bath in my outdoor tub in cold water ~ felt great relief from the heat of the day & mowing. As I come in to make myself some food ~ Nalnee is in one of her ever increasing mood swings of anger ~ she says I negate her ideas ~ tried to explain that there was just NO place the window could be place & that to store it for an extended time would just deteriorate the window ~ so better to go to ReUse & someone that could & would use window could have this window. Arron had done the same by having the windows sit for some time @ his home thinking that 'someday' he would use them.
Well this anger from Nalnee prompted her to gather up Mira & go off to Hocking hills. Not paying attention to the needs of the home front ~ Mira at times is facilitating the emotional swings that Nalnee is going through. Not sure how to reach either ~ have decided to just avoid & not add to fires of confused anger.
Well, with house empty, I emptied shit bucket, covered up new windows, took dogs for a walk, cooked myself my 3rd meal of the day, & layed down on couch & fell asleep ~ getting up @ 3 again ~ but this time off to bed to a good cool sleep.